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Monday, May 14, 2012

 {no place i'd rather be}

i'm now writing as i sit on a old brown leather couch.
bought second hand from craigslist...

there's an ugly greenish outdoor/ indoor carpet on the floor.
dandelions through the window, in the yard beyond.

no more grand views of mountains.
or built in mahogany desks.
there's no continental breakfast provided. unless i make it myself.
no towels folded like ducks. or someone coming later to make the beds.
there's no heated pool on the floor below.
and check out time isn't at noon.
actually.. around here. there is no check out time!
;)

may days~ 004

yes. i'm back home.
but ya know what..
there's no place i'd rather be.

grateful. on this monday.
especially a monday after being with family and friends that my heart aches for far away..
when the big kids are back at school. shayne back at work. me, back to what i do here..
and i feel that little nagging inside to be homesick. to be a little down. a little sad. a little, "gee. this isn't the way i had pictured life going..."

may days~ 362
 
instead.
i'm choosing to look around and say, "gee. this isn't the way i pictured life going. but what a GOOD life it is!"
my husband. my kids. my home. green indoor/outdoor carpet and all. the friends we've made here. the gorgeous sunshine outside. God's provision.

because true joy isn't determined by having the circumstances we want -
but finding His hand in whatever circumstances we are. 
what happens to us isn't just about us...
it's only a very small part of a much bigger story.


today. i choose to remember the bigger story! :)

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i just came home from taking jacob to school and was thinking about you. clicked on xanga...and tada. here ya are! :)
Posted 5/14/2012 12:01 PM by down_onthefarm - recommend - reply

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Great pictures of you and your children! One question: how DO you get Reese to let a head band in her hair? My little girl rips them out so fast it's depressing!  I'll choose to be joyful in spite of that, though!! ;)
Posted 5/14/2012 12:04 PM by richlyblest - recommend - reply

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i always just staaaaaare at your photos. i love the people. the clothes. shoes. purple belt! sorry if that's sounding all goofy and shallow...maybe i am sometimes. :) and yet, it's still sincere.

the bigger story..yes. that. so true. dang deceiver is always trying to persuade me that what i'm in the middle of...is the end. just how it is. and how it will stay. BUT! thankyouJesus. HE is not finished. IN me. or around me. i am choosing too today...along with you dear friend. <3
Posted 5/14/2012 12:22 PM by down_onthefarm - recommend - reply

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oh goodness I'm in the same place today...life is NOT going as planned. Although my emotions have been all over the place this weekend, my spirit is at peace. But there is small part of me that wonders if its peace that has come from surrender or if I have "given up." There is a difference. I'm just not sure if I known on which side I'm standing on. ANWAYS!! I love your blue dress!!
Posted 5/14/2012 12:23 PM by christinasdavis Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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very well said :) and i couldn't agree more! but it sure is hard...especially when the people you love most are sooooo far away! that being said, i am praising the Lord for my very own little family right where i am at ;)
Posted 5/14/2012 12:30 PM by brokenmiracle - recommend - reply

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Happy Mother's Day Amber! It is so true, there are so many things to be thankful for. I think about how annoyed I get when all I hear is my children grumbling, then I'm reminded that is exactly the way I sound too often. You have a way of helping me keep my priorities where they should be. Love you my friend!

PS- the blue dress looks so good on you!!
Posted 5/14/2012 12:30 PM by inanorchard - recommend - reply

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Lovely pictures, as usual. : ) And you went short with your hair! Looks great! Are you liking it? : )
Posted 5/14/2012 1:34 PM by CBrown6207 - recommend - reply

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God always knows just what He is doing... even when we can't quite figure it out! LOL.. beautiful pictures.
Posted 5/14/2012 1:38 PM by jewelofthelord Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

Happy Mother's Day! Your children are so adorable!
Posted 5/14/2012 1:48 PM by Becki (site) - recommend - reply

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You always make the perfect pictures for mothers&fathers day..you do. It was so great to read about your travels, isn't it like getting drunk....such travels, and when safely landed back home one is sooo grateful....


Love you, Amber


Lieve groeten


Godeliva


Posted 5/14/2012 2:13 PM by Ariadone - recommend - reply

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Your blog is beautiful and once again reminds me to find true contentment in my circumstances. And not in the sadness and "oh how I wish" of longing for my loved ones who are all far away. Thanks for the reminder! LOVE your family photos, as usual.
Happy Mother's Day!
Hugs, Carol
Posted 5/14/2012 2:40 PM by grammyham - recommend - reply

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Ain't life grand....I know what you mean. I to love my life & spending it with the most wonderful folks in the world....Family!
Posted 5/14/2012 2:43 PM by Mymanyblessings Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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I'm trying to remember the bigger picture today, too. We just had a weekend for youth at church and their focus was on the persecuted church. Talk about showing up your own personal levels of humanity w/ the most glaring spotlight ever. And yesterday under that white tent I thought I'd really, really gotten ahold of things and I was soooo willing to let go of all my petty wants and needs and sacrifice anything for God. And then we got home. And I got hit with a dump truck load of emotion resulting in a migraine this morning. It's a lot easier when you're sitting in church, that's all I'm saying. ;)

Happy Mother's Day to you!
Posted 5/14/2012 3:31 PM by smilesbymiles Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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You got your hair cut?? :) you're beautiful!!! Love you family pics.. although I hope the reason Shayne isn't in on the pics is cause he's the one snapping the photos - your kids look like soo much fun!

"because true joy isn't determined by having the circumstances we want -
but finding His hand in whatever circumstances we are.
what happens to us isn't just about us...
it's only a very small part of a much bigger story."
Amber this is sooo soooo true - sometimes hard to see His hand in the circumstances - I think that's why God made friends to help us see differently, encourage us to see the bigger picture. I hope you had a very blessed Mother's Day!
Posted 5/14/2012 3:43 PM by wj3km - recommend - reply

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A beautiful mother's day! Your photos are wonderful! And a perfect quote to go along.
Posted 5/14/2012 3:55 PM by bamsniko22407 Xanga True Member - recommend - reply

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I Love your Mother's Day pictures!!! I can't believe how big Kate looks...so grown up.
And your hair....I LOVE IT! I'm just about to do the same thing.

Being home,feeling content, it's the Best.
Happy Monday to you. =)

Oh yeah, I was going to put a little note in my post for you, but forgot. The shirt I'm wearing, that's the one that was Supposed to be your baby gift!
See, it would have looked terrible anyway. I knew you wouldn't have liked it. ;)
I owe you one. Someday I'll get it to you!!! =)
Posted 5/14/2012 5:37 PM by Elizabethmarie_1 Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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@Elizabethmarie_1 - that is too funny because i TOTALLY noticed it and thought, i LOVE those kinds of shirts!! lacy. soft looking. :) atleast you know my style. and.. i give you permission to KEEP my shirt!! to wear it guilt-free.. and, just think of what a super nice friend i am each time you wear it!!! ;) hee hee~

can't wait to see your hair!
Posted 5/14/2012 5:42 PM by grace_to_be Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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@CBrown6207 - well, when my hair is long i want it short. and when it's short i want... ;) i know it'll grow again. but i am missing the long. atleast i can still put it up, which is usually how it is. i can't stand my hair in my face! which, you would think i would be a great candidate for a buzz then~ :)
Posted 5/14/2012 5:44 PM by grace_to_be Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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love the pictures as always! hope your mother's day was exceptional
Posted 5/14/2012 7:06 PM by fruitloops115 - recommend - reply

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@grace_to_be - 

I am the same way. Couldn't wait for short hair, now I can't wait for it to grow! : )
Posted 5/14/2012 8:00 PM by CBrown6207 - recommend - reply

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You have such a beautiful family. Many acquaintances who I see speak of the wonders of their big houses and yards. I speak of the gratitude of my little two bedroom apt. and a wonderful apt. manager who fixes and replaces what needs to be fixed when it breaks. The work crew keeps the landscaping up and I am grateful to be here.
Posted 5/14/2012 9:20 PM by Grannys_Place Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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"This isn't the way i pictured life going. but what a GOOD life it is!"  Amen.  Happy Monday night.  I hope the contentment oozed into every moment of your day.  Goodness!  You are all so goodlooking.  :) 
Posted 5/14/2012 10:03 PM by online now quiet_hearts Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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Love your hair! You are smashing :).... gorgeous pictures, somehow it never dawned on me to take some.maybe I will have too another day and pretend. Trying to read my new "book". Do I have to find good in it? <3 ya
Posted 5/14/2012 10:11 PM by willeywonderings - recommend - reply

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I LOVE being at home! There's no place like home! It's nice to go on vacation, but coming home is awesome!


You are so pretty and have such a beautiful family! Hope you had a wonderful vacation and an awesome Mother's Day!

Posted 5/14/2012 10:50 PM by SealedbyGrace Xanga Premium Member - recommend - reply

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I LOVE these pictures! Beautiful. And your shoes and your daughter's shoes = lovely!!!!
Posted 5/15/2012 6:38 AM by jennieanne84 - recommend - reply

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